05 9 / 2012
My problem
My problem is that I care too much for people, tend to look nosy. I worried so much for others, putting them before myself. Making them feel comfortable when I am not at all. At the end, I’m taken for granted. Am I giving too much? Not just one person. I really think this is my problem not others. I give took much. I easily became a habit of yours and you thought I would never leave. Yes I said I will never leave. But this is hurting me, hurting me so much. I know leaving you I will hurt too, and what am I going to do without you. You have to understand me. I’m looking for a good chance to talk about this with you.
You’re very special to me, that’s why I feel this way. If you’re just some others, I would have just left.
You know I hate feeling like this. And this sucks. Even better, it’s my birthday week.
02 8 / 2012
Teach me
Whenever I am unappreciated by someone, I promised myself to stop being nice to them. I have planned out in my mind, to reject their request… But whenever they asked for me, I was there.
Teach me how.
22 7 / 2012
Broken wings of an angel
I thought I took good care of my heart. But I can’t deny that He affects me so badly.
25 6 / 2012
I don’t have much friends.
But if I said they were the ones, they will be my friends for long.
Having difficulties making friends as I am very protective of my heart.
And my friends will never take the risk to hurt me. ❤❤❤❤❤
08 6 / 2012
Cycle
It’s just another plain cycle.
Knowing someone for ages,
Getting to know better.
Everything went so well.
It’s just another man-made tales.
Maybe I am too rational for this.
29 5 / 2012
"Being with someone you love, talking about everything that you’re comfortable with, knowing that she/he will be with you."
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